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her for the holidays - a trans christmas song

by ella cesari

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a song about being trans at christmas

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time
christmas time again
peace and good for men
men who hate themselves and god, I

want
gifts to hold and touch
I never asked for much
just a whole new name and body

is santa gonna be confused
when he gets to my house
looking for a little boy
that isn’t here?
does he need to be informed of how
that boy’s a grownup woman now?
and does he know
that she’s been good this year?

he
sees when I’m awake
and cry myself to sleep
sugar fairies dancing, mocking

me
cause they know there won’t be
a dress under the tree
or estradiol in my stocking

is santa gonna be confused
when he gets to my house
looking for a little boy
that isn’t here?
does he need to be informed of how
that boy’s a grownup woman now?
and does he know
that she’s been good this year?

hey
it’s the girl’s first holiday
she’s cozy, warm and gay
suddenly she hears a bell, guess

who
reindeer on the roof
I guess that counts as proof
proof that you are real
and I am too

does he know
that she’s been good this year?

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released December 20, 2021
music & lyrics by ella cesari

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ella cesari Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

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usually I do animation (find me @drawnwithoutref) but here I am with some tunes!

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